Monday, January 24, 2011

really really happy. giddy one might say.

i'm just in one of those moods. maybe it was a conversation had last night. maybe it is the fact that the sun is shining for the first time in a very long time. it's not like a "walk around with a goofy grin on my face" kind of day. but just this bubbly feeling in the pit of my stomach, like something really great is about to happen. and, who knows if it really will happen....but it feels good to feel like this. because, i suppose it's been a really long time that i've felt this way too. (don't ask me why). last night i was having a conversation. i was told that i seem sad. like....not just that second. but's my "thing." isn't that just the most terrible thing you've ever heard? so. it feels really good to feel happy today.

1 comment:

  1. Questioning, pensive, frustrated at times, too self critical at times, but sad? I don't think so. Most often you're quite happy. At this point in your life I would say that it is perfectly natural to have moments of deep thought and wondering about the direction you're heading. Things that you thought were absolutes in childhood and young adulthood may not work for you anymore. If you think about all the things you're doing and look back at your blog entries...sad? No. Thoughtful. Yes.