i'm just in one of those moods. maybe it was a conversation had last night. maybe it is the fact that the sun is shining for the first time in a very long time. it's not like a "walk around with a goofy grin on my face" kind of day. but just this bubbly feeling in the pit of my stomach, like something really great is about to happen. and, who knows if it really will happen....but it feels good to feel like this. because, i suppose it's been a really long time that i've felt this way too. (don't ask me why). last night i was having a conversation. i was told that i seem sad. like....not just that second. but like...it's my "thing." isn't that just the most terrible thing you've ever heard? so. it feels really good to feel happy today.